Tuesday, April 17, 2007

theistic existentialists

does the title sound a bit absurd? try "goggling" it... or better yet wikipedia...
that best describes my anxiety these days... i thought i was being rational or realist, but im just being existentialist... just being me.
i first come across this word last year (which i also blogged) but then i missed what's the real meaning of the word... now, im living it...
kierkegaard and tillich have detailed description about this, and it's fun to finally explain the way im feeling these days... that's why i enjoyed richard linklater's movies and sophia coppola's lost in translation, it did actually contain existential themes... this is getting fascinating, as to finally confirm im sane 0_0 (to borrow an icon from kai, damn im stealing again)
this could be a good awakening for me...
but i have to get back to my work, i need to finish all those policies, procedures and templates... trying to "impose structure on a world of phenomena that is fundamentally irrational and random (sarte)"
contradicting what i am made of...
i will survive this, i dont know how but i will... that is existentialism for you...

"The end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God, and keep his commandments; for that is the whole duty of everyone." - Book of Ecclesiasties

4 comments:

kai said...

i may not know what exactly you are talking about...pero...mmm...uhm...

pag ikakasal yata ganyan talagag ang pagiisip ng mga tao...o ganyan ka lang talaga? :p

(i have a surprise...*wink*)

akai said...

just too many stuff in my mind... and they wont go away.... waaaahhhh....

kai said...

jah...if they go away, that means, you are insane...delirious...no mind at all *wink*

tsynita said...

Jah! ok ka lang!? mukang hinde eh! hehehehehe!