missing you

i dont have the right reasons for acting this way
the earth passes on no other route
for me
the knight's shield yielded not to a sharp blade

a riddle and the code are unforgiving
let it be
i wish i was a child, innocent and happy

guin bilin guid kakon nga mag pakabu'ot
ag wa man ako it guin pangayo nga iba kundi maging masadya
wa ako kasayod kung tama ra
pero mahidlaw eon guid ako kimo
kunta masadya ka kung siin ka man, ag ha'eong guid pirmi

steady lang

been really into some tough times these past few weeks...
some people really dont know what "fair" means and they would always try to take advantage or worst abuse people around them who are really innocent.
i would always think that i would hurt these people :
physically, but it would heal soon that they would even forget it happened
emotionally, but they are too thick-faced that they are numb already
financially, but my conscience tells me that other people are still depending on them

then the brownman revivals' album title reminded to take it easy....
everyone who has sinned will be punished, in His own time...
but i will not just sit here and not do anything...
we'll see...
steady lang kapatid...

better late than much more later

i dont know what's got into me and i wasn't able to update my blog for the more than 2 weeks! i wasn't even able to post bday greetings for these people whom i consider my family...
so sorry guys, but belated happy birthday!

October
4 - Jahnica
9 - Pot
10 - Leah Mae
17 - Kristian Red
18 - my sis Jahren! (so, sorry sis... we weren't able to talk in the phone)

huh?

wings of mercury
angel venus
saint earth
rogue mars
jupiter's soul
winds of saturn
uranus east
neptune nights
pluto rains
death of the sun
moon's candle of dream

penang

i just like the place, it reminds me of my hometown... laid-back, great food, nice weather kind of a place. i think it's the only place in malaysia where you can get pork sate!
anyway, maybe im just trying to excite myself because i might be assigned there anytime soon and i hope it will not bore me to death.

this is my 14th post, and i didnt realize my 13th post were spoilers (actually not really good stuff... hehehe there i go again with 13) and oh, i forgot mention who the half-blood prince is in the latest potter book, it's not other than prof. severus prince snape the headmaster of Salazar Slytherin's house... hehehe

it's around10:41 and we are still in the office...