Monday, September 26, 2005

hp fan? dont read!

as the 3 other books of hp has been made to movies....
here comes the spoilers for the next 3 books...

4
harry entered in the tri-wizard tournament because of voldemort
he won anyway, and become engaged with cho
cedric died, harry escaped voldemort again
hermione had a short-lived romance with viktor

5
harry saved arthur (ron's dad)
sirius was proven innocent of the crimes
albus and voldermort faced-off for the first time
DA (dumbledore's army) was formed
sirius was killed by her death eater cousin (although i think he will come back)
harry and cho broke up, so did hermione and viktor

6
harry and ginny fell in love
hermione and ron might be next
no sign of voldemort this time
snape killed albus dumbledore

Sunday, September 25, 2005

horcruxes

since yesterday i've been reading hp and the half-blood prince and im on chapter 23 titled horcruxes. im not really a fan but i've read the other 5 books as well (thanks sarj!) and so i have this inkling to finish this sixth book as well...
according the j.k. rowling horcrux is a the word used for an object in which a person has concealed part of their soul. then albus and harry went on to discuss how to destroy voldemort(im not afraid to mention his name either *wink*), where they have to destroy all the horcruxes created by voldemort and how albus was inisisting that harry has the greatest weapon of all... "the ability to love". (back in the 1st book, lily saved harry with a love spell or something that destroyed voldemort)

so it still boils down to the greatest inspiration of any novel, play, movie or any other form of literature and consequently all forms of art. love.
albus says it the most powerful weapon and i completely agree with him. even the writers of the dead sea scrolls and the torah talked about how JC has preached about it, and even reduced the 10 commandments to 2 which is all about... exactly, love.

wow, i sound so romantic fool... but it just confirms my beliefs...

i now knew why j.k. rowling is such a big hit... Love and Magic!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

of dreams and sundays

current music: dreams - cranberries
current mood: dreaming

yeah, what if im day dreaming at night... should i call it night dreaming?
talk to pot about dreaming and what if's...
sometimes, i like to think about my life and view it from afar... like watching a movie.
i like it coz i can add some scenes i like and i would delete some that i dont want...
then reality bites, hehehe... it's my life afterall whether i like it or not... as john constantine said: "He works in mysterious ways, some people like it, some don't.... but that's the way He works." (or something like that)
some more coincidences, same dreams, same plans but alas... different paths, different lights...

life has always twisted ways to teach us lessons otherwise it would be monotonous and boring.
so we kept on guessing, trying to figure out what are we going to get next... (it seems forrest gump has really a point there... about life in chocolate boxes...)
sometimes we do get what we expected to get but many times also we are caught off guard.
no matter how great we planned things out, almost all of the time it would either come up short or over of our expectation... and eventhough i prefer the latter it is not always the case.
or maybe it is why standards are sets in order to anticipate our next move, i find it ironic... don't you?

how i wish i was still a kid playing around seafdec... or a college student trying to get a ride to la granja... never knowing what to expect or only focused on the next exam period.

next song: sunday morning - marooon 5
i always looked up to sundays for rest and recreation... but not today, i have to go to clients place and work... then go back home to work some more... bayani ba? hehehe

last song playing before posting this: F-U (by Bamboo)
"F-U! and your friends..."

Thursday, September 15, 2005

baker's dozen

as far as i can remember this number is a jinx for me.... i always get uneasy whenever i have to face this number...
just an example: i once used jersey no. 13 in a basketball tourney... i got injured midway through the tournament and worst we lost in the championship game (maybe by 13 points, i don't remember)
then recently, i got a final social visit stamp in the immigration on the 13th page of my passport which was released last sept. 13...
we live in the 13th floor of a condo, our office is in door number W-10-13 and one of my client's office is at 13th floor....
i dont believe in these stuff but it is annoying and sometimes it gets under my skin...

what they say:
The early Romans thought 13 was a sign of death and destruction. And according to Norse mythology, if you sat 13 people down at a table, that was very unlucky. (Why? At a banquet of 12 people in Valhalla, an intruder –number 13 – caused the death of Balder’s son Odin). The number of people at the last supper of Christ and the twelve Apostles confirmed the superstition about the number 13 in witches were believed to meet in “covens” that hat 13 members.

Many hotels have no room 13, and many buildings have no 13th floor. Next time you fly, see if there is a row 13 in the plane. As date, 13 isn’t too lucky either, especially when it falls on Friday. That was always thought of as a really bad day to start a new project or to begin a ship voyage. Movers, doctors and dentists say their business drops on Friday the 13th. The good news is that a maximum of three Friday the 13th can occur in a year, and sometimes there is just one.

.... and yes, a baker's dozen is 13 pieces sometime called devil's dozen

droom

dreams are not real... it is almost, but not quite...
i wonder if dreams are our desire or despair... destiny or delirium... death or destruction...
nah... dreams are just dream... at times dream can be achieved in real life often times it can't...
they remain as our ultimate freedom of expression, our deepest hope and wishes.. it is always nice coz if it's not we call it in another term...
nightmare is not the opposite of dream, it is just simply the absence of goodness in our dreams...
it's already 1:11 AM...

pot, i hope your dreams will not remain in that realm...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

stolen

stuff i stole from kai:
music of aimee mann, belly, frou frou, dishwalla, etc...
sandman
slippers and shoes (ok, i'll have to replace them)
will & grace and friends
quotes (as she insisted)
itunes, friendster, blogger and other online stuff
tied neckties
coke and black coffee (",)
glances
body scrub
apple products
sliced roti canai
international driver's license
soft batch cookies
shaved head
ringgit to dollars
work attitude
"maaf"
go swimming
cigarette case
starbucks americano
so tidy with wires
patience to wash dishes (includes cleaning the stove)
nivea lotion

just to name a few.... thanks for not minding... :p

Monday, September 12, 2005

some things are better left unsaid... other's are best to be said

it's just me, at times i may blurt out some stupid words at wrong timings....
she wouldn't said a thing, i'll be too cautious not to say anything too....
sorry about this morning kai.... get well very soon....

Sunday, September 11, 2005

insanity

i've been keeping some sort of scribbled notes ala cruel intentions (but there's nothing cruel about this one). i named it "insanity" and i happen to come across it tonight and i have written on one of the pages this...

What you gonna do? What you gonna do when they come for you?
- face them like a man, accept the responsibility of actions and bear the consequences…
- “be not afraid” said andreij jawien. listen to him, follow what path he has taken…
- continue the struggle but achieve better result the next day


hmmmm.... maybe i'll blog everything one these days....

Saturday, September 10, 2005

free will vs. destiny part 2?

i thought there would a free will vs. destiny part 2...
then i came across this article that completed the equation of some sorts....
excerpts from the article...

"Free will is an important concept, yet it is a bit of an illusion. Everything that actually happens is, in some way, in accord with the grand plan of the Divine Will. Thus, every action that a person can actually carry out must necessarily fit within the scope of the Divine Plan. Any actions which are not in accord with the Divine Plan will not be carried out, and no matter how much one plans or schemes, such plans will be thwarted."

i especially like the last line of the article... read on... tell me what you think... (",)
http://wahiduddin.net/views/divine_play.htm

hmmmm... you really sure there is no word between free will and destiny? how about divine will?

Friday, September 09, 2005


YESHU'


i'd really wanted to get this tattoed on my upper left arm....

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Happy Birthday Mama Mary! Sweet Mother of Jesus

free will vs. destiny

this never ceases to amaze me
come to think of it, i started to contemplate on this only lately

free will - i think it is one of God's greatest gift to us people - the g.o.a.t (greatest of all time) of course was dying on that cross
no matter what you did no one is to blame but yourself.....

does "free will" then can be compared to the water that was used to wash pilate's hands?


destiny - it is already written before it was even spoken (thanks for the sandman kai)
forces of nature that cannot be stopped even if you avoid it
no matter what you do, you will end up with what you are destined to be...

did judas iscariot then has free will or was destined to be doomed?

hmmmm.... did i wrote this lines freely or was destined to be?
is there a word between free will and destiny? (delirium could've asked this)

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

redemption song

emancipate yourself from mental slavery..... - bob marley

the worst crime is faking it..... - kurt cobain

you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one i hope someday you'll join us and world will live as one..... - john lennon

it's the music that inspires me, and the trinity above have long all gone.... cancer, suicide and assasination

"where there is music, there can be no evil" - chinese proverbs

"when you sing, you pray twice" - sabi nila sa YFC

sing with me...